Thank fuck MI legalized it last mid-terms or I'd be screwed

[feldman]

I'm just fried, y'all. Winter is never good, the dead cold and the sore heart and the nihilism, but I have systems and I've been prepping for this pandemic election winter since March. The family is safe, and mostly healthy. We're getting through, by sheer dumb fucking luck, like a house falling on Buster Keaton.

I work in nonprofit food insecurity. It's been...yeah, it's been horrible and amazing by turns. People are the worst. People are the best. I talk to them all on the phone, for all kinds of reasons. I carefully tend and bank my anger about this whole situation we're in, because it's fuel that keeps me warm and moving.

My best recent purchases have been a heavy bag, an ice pack that wraps around my head like Zaphod Beeblebrox's Thinking Cap, and a high-end dry herb vaporizer.

I'd like to post more, I'd like to write more, not just here but on fic. It'll happen. I'll fucking make it happen. 22 days and the earth tilts back to the sun. Until then, loves, I'm a boring sedentary mess with ice on her head, but I'm still here.

There's a love meme going on (my entry is here), so I'm going to log off and tell some folks how they brighten the long night.

holiday love meme 2020

Comments

[lunabee34]

*hugs*

[feldman]

*more hugs*

(seriously, thank you, if nothing else, it's reassuring to know someone may actually read when I post!)

[lunabee34]

I am always reading! I may not have anything interesting to say in response, LOL but I'm here!

[feldman]

Me too! I come here at least once a day and read, and I'm trying to comment more.

[lunabee34]

*high five*

It's a good goal for the new year. :)